vulnerability at peace, broken by my thoughts
lost in admiration with deficit attentions
sleep sets, but my mind tries to surf
and waves from your ocean crash up to me
all the while i try to make footprints
on the sand which the wind keeps wiping off
so i just curl deep into the dark
which slowly fades into the light
and i wake up to another nightmare
then i decide, to stay asleep forever
waste a lifetime, just cause i can
no reasons as to why i should not
innocence lost, now that you are far
what was it that i ever did wrong
all that you left behind is a gapping hole
and i dont know what to fill it with
like rays of light trapped inside a mirror box
blind memories held captive inside my mind
with you, i always felt like a child
but now that boy inside has somehow died
life seems to be nothing else, but
some memories liying on the floor
none cherished, but can't seem to forget
no expectance from what the future holds
you found me blindfolded within my cave
coaxed me sublime into the bright
filtered by blight, those rays had warmth
my eyes burned, but then you held my hand
you were lost in the same forest, i showed you out
you followed the trail, and did't look back
i stood there beside those crumpled leaves
what choice did i have but to crawl back in
now i feel like a ghoul, without his stench
wandering labyrinths, under alien terrains
no spec of dust, i shall allow, to breach
my tomb, from the over-head star-crossed plains
>>joseph k.